Is our live on danger now?

Dear paw-friends who love to stop by and read this blog... I'm sure some of you who stopped by often will know that it's been nearly 2 months no updates from my after my previous post.

The reason on no update is simple : many things had happen in these 2 months and it does not make me happy. Too many sad news to hear and too many cruel reality that I have to accept while living as 'me'.

On this blog, I'd share my sad news on how my brother, Jordan and recently my friend, Faustina has to continue their journey on the other world. Today, there are more sad news that I brought over to share and I should say its the reason why I 'delayed' my post over and over again.. I thought by 'stop' sharing this sad news for a while could make me stand up again and be cheerful BUT instead of back to cheerfulness and happiness that I used to, I fell more deep into the world of 'depressed' and was practically thinking, is there any SAVE PLACE for us to LIVE in this country/world?

Today post shall be dedicated to all moms and dads that has poured unconditional love to the kind of animals like us who some people think that we're nothing except a creature called 'dogs'.


After my previous post about Faustina, another sad news pierce my heart as I received news about Seraph, cute lil maltese that I wanted to adopt as my lil sister. We've met only twice and most importantly Seraph is just a lil baby who have yet to start her own journey and life!! She passed on the age of 10 months old and left mystery to the family as she shows nothing unusual before her departed day....

I'll surely miss u my little sister...


YET not long after I received Seraph's news, another news came to me... this time is the news about YuYu passed on... She's one of the 'great' maltese role for all her grand-kids and her will to live is so strong even when vet advice her mom that she might not survive on one of her few battles.

YuYu was a maltese which used for breeding until the age of 8 years old which then adopted by her current family. Not only once or twice but she went into fights with one of her daughter until 1 day when the fight had resulted her to lost her jaws and with blood all over her. Even when her vet said it was impossible to help her, YuYu shows him that she is strong and within time she's back on her feet again and smile to us. However, her life ended unexpectedly on the age of 11 years and 8 months old.

The maltese on the picture is one of her great grandson, Macho.

and today... another news was sent to me which broke my heart more than anyone... its the news of my grandma, Tiffany has died due to car hit and run accident. This news is hard for me and my sis Jasmine to accept because Tiffie was our 'family'. She was my grandma and she was a sister to Jasmine (same mother but different father). I've only met her few times but Jasmine has only met her once when we went to some beach resort to spent our holiday. Out of all news that I received within 2 months, the dead of Tiffie is really one harsh reality that I need to accept.

All this while, news about passing on, dead, injured etc etc that I shared here is mostly within my connection but in actual life, there are many cruel reality that is happened in our country which some of you may or may not heard before. For example, a person who had a shop and openly sell dog meat, psycho person who chop off the dog's head and throw the countless body-without-head to the dumpster and more famous act is dog-napped case.

Yes, not only accident but dog-napped case. This is happened just few days ago and my breeders 2 siberian huskie was dog-napped in the middle of the night and not yet been found. Not only them, there's even a case of people stole someone car with their dog inside and throw the dog out in the middle of the road. Car has been found but no news about the dog.

These dog-nappers when they succeed in dog-napped the dogs, they will bring it to sell on the black market and this is makes it hard for the owner to track down. This is an example of people who treat us like a 'money-funding-machine'. They FORGOT the fact that we too, has a heart that could be hurt badly but they'll never know that we are also a loyal friend who will never leave our family until the day we part away....

I've been thinking for awhile and this questions came into mind. Is there any SAFE place for us to live? or Is there any place where we could live happily without being scared to be separated from our family or feelings an anxious when one of our friends disappear? and most importantly, even if we behave nicely outside, people still look at us with weird glance and always thought that we are 'dirty'. Yes, dirty... because one of my usual pet friendly place has been put into trouble by the authority because they ALLOWED us to visits the restaurant together with our moms and dads.

Tell me, if we can't even step our paws on any places outside our house, is that means our lives could only be isolated in the house? If that is, I believe our live would be as bored as sleeping and eating with nothing much to do other than these.

In the mean time, for those who stayed in Malaysia please help me to watch out for 2 sibes who is dearly missed by the family :)


Best regards from,
Autumn, Jasmine and also Mommy.

Faustina in Memory...

I've prepared to come and bring good news but instead I bring another BAD news...
Remember Faustina? She was with me when we're visiting Ruby Resort 2 years ago. Reading this and this might help to refresh the memory :)

Her story began when her mommy tells us that she was admitted to hospital early of March and then later on vet informed her and Fausti has been diagnosed to have a liver damage. From then on, her suffering began to add up each and every day...

First news that we heard, on early March:

"Dr suspect she got acute canine pancreatic..liver enzymes result was far beyond bad..might be she had eaten something also,but i cant think of any pesticide i use that she can swallow..as i don't use pesticides...also a bit anemic suspected to have tick fever,but cant confirm..what i have to do now is to watch her diet,supplement her liver and hope it will heal in half to 1 yr time.."

Her conditions after the first incident:

11 April

"yest she was fine....recovering and i was happy she can jump around n on to the couch...but this morning keep vomiting and dun even have strength to stand....now she is on iv drip....admitted again...worried"

"she is still on IV drip...as she is too weak and cant effort to even digest her food..."

13 April

"Visited Fausti, doesn't show improvement...in fact, gotten worse..seems like she'll be on drop for at least a week...worried.."

"this time, it affects the stomach...and the nerves..."

17 April

"very very worried bout Faustina's condition....her drip came off and both hands have been cannula-ted...she needs the drip badly.she is force fed now..really hope she can b well soon n come back home.."

6 May

"Faustina needs medical support again....it will be a long term thingy....suspected she is partially blind and brain damage....now we are financially tight with bb coming very soon..she already used up partial of baby's portion..worried....haiz"


11May

"still struggling,but more stable now.....some of her neuron is damaged and she cant fully control herself...she is very dependent on medication for liver and neuron now....those medicine have to be taken long term...once stop,come again...last week,she cant even stand on her feet....very very thin as she dun wan to eat,we got to force feed her every meal...she cant take normal food or even kibbles which is too oily....if u c her,u will feel so pity....really like those dogs that has been neglected and only can c bones...in fact,you can count how many bones she have...we spent a lot on her and did whatever we can to save her....now,is up to her to go on...vet say her condition is very complicated and rare..."

14 May

"Faustina is down again...reli duno wat to do...was fine yest..sigh"

"the vet says she is down with episode epilepsy...sigh"

Yesterday, 31st May

"Faustina's condition is nt improving,bt it has gotten worst...now seems like her second eye showing sign of blindness...haiz"

" vet say her condition is very rare....one link to another very quickly...she is helping me to do research n update me every now and then...still,nothing much we can do.."


Today, exactly 4 hours ago I received a shocking news... Fausti is gone. She had left us and began her journey on the other world....

I can't believe she has left us and I don't even have a chance to see at for the last time... I miss her so much and I keep on praying for her to get well soon but it seems that GOD has a better idea for her. At least she won't have to suffer more than she should. She's been fighting for the last 3 months and she finally reach her limit. The fact that she's only 3 really made my heart pains so much because she still have many many things to explore and experience before she go.... She has yet to witness the soon-to-be-born baby boy...

This is our 2nd lost after the lost of our baby Jordan last year... Fausti lost really made us speechless as she was the prettiest and princess-look-alike maltese that we've ever so! Knowing that another maltese had left us, it's really made me sad to knowing the truth.

I hope Fausti is happy and will always bless her family and soon-to-born- baby boy...

Some image of Fausti from her mommy...



Love,
Autumn, Jasmine and Mommy :)

Sad present in welcoming christmas...

Dear all, as much as I want to greet you all with a smiling face in the month of December. I have come to bring you all a sad news instead.

Remember my baby brother name Hersley aka Jordan? The one who need to go through a brain scanning in order to find out if his brain was injured due to his careless owner? Well... He had passed away this morning at 8.45 am sharp. With his fragile body, he's been fighting a battle of life and death through-out his life and finally he stepped into a beautiful rainbow bridge this morning.

Only few more weeks left before the magical christmas is coming but he can no longer wait for a miracle and only a month left before he turn into 2. I was so heart-broken when I received the news this morning. Jordan was a good little angel and he deserved a better life. The past is the past and what I should I do now is to think that, Jordan is now a free angel who can run through the field with his smile.

I will always remember him as my brave little one who always smile at us with a warm smile despite all the trouble that he went through. Thanks to his current mommy and daddy who always try to give their best for him. I know Jordan appreciated all the things you have done to him and he will always remember both of you.

Sleep well my sweet and brave little brother. I know you will be happy in the beautiful place with friends to play tag and run along. Please remember to always look after you mommy and daddy and send them your blessing.

You can send a warm message to his mom here.