Is our live on danger now?

Dear paw-friends who love to stop by and read this blog... I'm sure some of you who stopped by often will know that it's been nearly 2 months no updates from my after my previous post.

The reason on no update is simple : many things had happen in these 2 months and it does not make me happy. Too many sad news to hear and too many cruel reality that I have to accept while living as 'me'.

On this blog, I'd share my sad news on how my brother, Jordan and recently my friend, Faustina has to continue their journey on the other world. Today, there are more sad news that I brought over to share and I should say its the reason why I 'delayed' my post over and over again.. I thought by 'stop' sharing this sad news for a while could make me stand up again and be cheerful BUT instead of back to cheerfulness and happiness that I used to, I fell more deep into the world of 'depressed' and was practically thinking, is there any SAVE PLACE for us to LIVE in this country/world?

Today post shall be dedicated to all moms and dads that has poured unconditional love to the kind of animals like us who some people think that we're nothing except a creature called 'dogs'.


After my previous post about Faustina, another sad news pierce my heart as I received news about Seraph, cute lil maltese that I wanted to adopt as my lil sister. We've met only twice and most importantly Seraph is just a lil baby who have yet to start her own journey and life!! She passed on the age of 10 months old and left mystery to the family as she shows nothing unusual before her departed day....

I'll surely miss u my little sister...


YET not long after I received Seraph's news, another news came to me... this time is the news about YuYu passed on... She's one of the 'great' maltese role for all her grand-kids and her will to live is so strong even when vet advice her mom that she might not survive on one of her few battles.

YuYu was a maltese which used for breeding until the age of 8 years old which then adopted by her current family. Not only once or twice but she went into fights with one of her daughter until 1 day when the fight had resulted her to lost her jaws and with blood all over her. Even when her vet said it was impossible to help her, YuYu shows him that she is strong and within time she's back on her feet again and smile to us. However, her life ended unexpectedly on the age of 11 years and 8 months old.

The maltese on the picture is one of her great grandson, Macho.

and today... another news was sent to me which broke my heart more than anyone... its the news of my grandma, Tiffany has died due to car hit and run accident. This news is hard for me and my sis Jasmine to accept because Tiffie was our 'family'. She was my grandma and she was a sister to Jasmine (same mother but different father). I've only met her few times but Jasmine has only met her once when we went to some beach resort to spent our holiday. Out of all news that I received within 2 months, the dead of Tiffie is really one harsh reality that I need to accept.

All this while, news about passing on, dead, injured etc etc that I shared here is mostly within my connection but in actual life, there are many cruel reality that is happened in our country which some of you may or may not heard before. For example, a person who had a shop and openly sell dog meat, psycho person who chop off the dog's head and throw the countless body-without-head to the dumpster and more famous act is dog-napped case.

Yes, not only accident but dog-napped case. This is happened just few days ago and my breeders 2 siberian huskie was dog-napped in the middle of the night and not yet been found. Not only them, there's even a case of people stole someone car with their dog inside and throw the dog out in the middle of the road. Car has been found but no news about the dog.

These dog-nappers when they succeed in dog-napped the dogs, they will bring it to sell on the black market and this is makes it hard for the owner to track down. This is an example of people who treat us like a 'money-funding-machine'. They FORGOT the fact that we too, has a heart that could be hurt badly but they'll never know that we are also a loyal friend who will never leave our family until the day we part away....

I've been thinking for awhile and this questions came into mind. Is there any SAFE place for us to live? or Is there any place where we could live happily without being scared to be separated from our family or feelings an anxious when one of our friends disappear? and most importantly, even if we behave nicely outside, people still look at us with weird glance and always thought that we are 'dirty'. Yes, dirty... because one of my usual pet friendly place has been put into trouble by the authority because they ALLOWED us to visits the restaurant together with our moms and dads.

Tell me, if we can't even step our paws on any places outside our house, is that means our lives could only be isolated in the house? If that is, I believe our live would be as bored as sleeping and eating with nothing much to do other than these.

In the mean time, for those who stayed in Malaysia please help me to watch out for 2 sibes who is dearly missed by the family :)


Best regards from,
Autumn, Jasmine and also Mommy.

Sad present in welcoming christmas...

Dear all, as much as I want to greet you all with a smiling face in the month of December. I have come to bring you all a sad news instead.

Remember my baby brother name Hersley aka Jordan? The one who need to go through a brain scanning in order to find out if his brain was injured due to his careless owner? Well... He had passed away this morning at 8.45 am sharp. With his fragile body, he's been fighting a battle of life and death through-out his life and finally he stepped into a beautiful rainbow bridge this morning.

Only few more weeks left before the magical christmas is coming but he can no longer wait for a miracle and only a month left before he turn into 2. I was so heart-broken when I received the news this morning. Jordan was a good little angel and he deserved a better life. The past is the past and what I should I do now is to think that, Jordan is now a free angel who can run through the field with his smile.

I will always remember him as my brave little one who always smile at us with a warm smile despite all the trouble that he went through. Thanks to his current mommy and daddy who always try to give their best for him. I know Jordan appreciated all the things you have done to him and he will always remember both of you.

Sleep well my sweet and brave little brother. I know you will be happy in the beautiful place with friends to play tag and run along. Please remember to always look after you mommy and daddy and send them your blessing.

You can send a warm message to his mom here.

Update on Hersley boy aka Jordan

Time for updating about my lil brother =]
He is now adopted by a pretty girl that care so much for him and also have new name as Jordan. He's also having 1 big brother called Michael, shih tzu breed. Does these name sound familiar to you all? well.. if you called both of them together it will be Michael Jordan =p

His scan result has out and thank goodness that nothing is wrong and nothing to worry about his head. So for now, he needs to pump himself to be a strong boy and to continue his vaccine and live happily with his new family.

Here are some pictures on Hersley boy aka Jordan now. He is much more active but still eat very little, even sometimes really hard to made him eat.


Baby boy's new owner had given me a video on how active is Jordon now as a small boy is challenging and stealing his big bro toys. Hope he will stay active like this forever!



As for Mango, tomorrow Mom gonna go to post office to send the package after school. She's been so busy since last week, as her assignment due date seems to takes a lot of her time.. She even too busy to play with me.. T_T

As well as Empress, she is no longer my roomate now.. she's been adopted to a new family who keep her mother, Tiffany. Hope both Tiffany and Empress can get a long pretty well thou =]

Small update for hersley boy

He went for the scanning yesterday morning and he came back safely!!
Doc said nothing wrong with the brain and he doesn't need any surgery but he need to go for few more check up to make sure he's okay. Next appointment will be heart scan with scheduled next week. Hopefully this time he really can recover fast and back to his naughty nature =]

Thank you so much for praying and send vibes for Hersley Boy... Owe you guys a millions thanks and I will treasure all of you as my forever friends *hugs n kisses*

Since Hersley boy is recovering now... next post will back to post bout me!! yay!! finally!! *dances*
I had so much to say and share with you guys esp. brother mango! *lick face*

Ohh... one more thing.. I'm going to see dentist soon after this and I heard mom said I need to go for some surgery as one of my teeth stick with the gum/meat so can't pluck it off for few days.. when she consult with vet, he told my mom that I need to do surgery to remove it and mom feel so hesitant bout it. After consulted for a week.. she decided to send me there and wait for me...
I'm so scared.. because I can see mom is trying hard to comfort me and kept on telling me its okay despite that she's scared bout this surgery..

I'm off to see vet now... please help me guide through this surgery so I can be back soon and do more update.

Love you guys...

Update on Baby Axl Part 2

Update on Hersley boy,

Hersley is jumping up and down these few days n waking me up in early morning to drink water. Just that his appetite for food is still low.

A lot of ppl has offered help and suggestions of all kind and I would like to say thanks. We just dont hope to go to this vet and that vet and getting more n more medicines to try on hersley.

He had been on multiple dignosis and multiple medications which i dont hope to try more medications on him. Every vet has his own opinion, eg, he must have virus (most common), it must be parasites,sign of concussions, it must be poison, some says dont listens to docs, some suggested other medications, try more vets, try their docs. But most of all, what I see is that he had knocked his head and the bruise stayed there for more than 2 weeks and I looked for the symthom online, and it suits.

He had been on drips for 2 days, trieds immune booster by a kind donater, on parasite medications, given jab, antibiotic, on scorban, anti-vomit medicine, anti diarrhea, on glucose, given colostrum (T-Factor), for almost 3 weeks now. Anymore things to try on him, I hope not. If he has knocked his head and the bruise stayed for sometime, i hope not to ignore that sign by hoping it to be something else. His vacination has been long overdue too cause he is too weak to go for the 2nd jab.

Progress of Hersley - Hersley is now 3 1/2 months old

1. In period of 3 weeks, Fit (seizures) for 3 times, last fit was last week. consider stable now

2. couldnt stand, waking dizzyly like a crab, tripped side ways occassionally to walking normal but weak.

3. Not playing with anydogs and grumpy until now.

4. Sleeping near 23 hours a day to sleeping lesser now.

5. vomited however last vomit was 4 days ago, dont like food with taste

6. Diarrhea but poo is firm n nice now

7. excessive drooling, has stopped

8.Eating a lil to not eating. Now, eating 10 cent coin size a amount of food in a day.

9. forced to drink water. Now, drinking on his own.

10. Around 0.7cm long hole in the middle of skull- wondering the long hole is there due to the fall?

11. Now started to bark whenver I am not around.

12. Pale gum, now looks normal

13.Bruise on scalp stratch from the forhead to the back just disappear few days ago

So, just try on the scan okay guys? We are willing to travel to Kuantan as long as it helps. The appointment is schedule tomorrow morning 10am. The only weakness of this scan is Hersley has to go on anesthetic which I am a lil scared as he is weak.

I have called up the vet, and acording to him, the scan is around RM1.5k to RM2.5k depending on the duration of the scan. So, will try to nego with him at 1.5k as this is the amount we expected earlier.

Hersley Boy aka Axl had gain back his strength because of the love that you all sent. I hope he will remain as healthy as he is now as he had suffered enough when he needs to put on drip and also medicine that he needs to take.

Thank you so much paws!! Will let you all know the result of the scanning =]

Update on Baby Axl Part 1

Here's an update from the pup caretaker bout his health,

He seems better today compared to few days before. We are trying to get him eat as much as possible as he doesnt seems to have appetite for anything. He sometimes vomit when given tasty food. SO we only feed him boiled chicken with glocose water with supplements.

As for the scan, I have contacted the vet and waiting for him to get the contact of the doctor for me to make appointment for hersley boy. Still waiting though. Will contact him later.

According to him, there is no brain surgery in malaysia however, it is best to know how much is the damage in the brain if there still is and give the medications according to conditons. As until now baby boy already had his 3rd fit and not feeling well all the time. He can sleep 23 hours a day without waking up. We were at first not sure whether to take him in for the scan as it involves a lot of $ and the owner couldnt affort for it. But we has to make a decision as his conditions doesnt improves. And like the doc says, it is better to know what is going on as his conditions hasnt doesnt stablise after so long time.

The good thing is the bruise on his head has subside a few days ago. I am just waiting for the better days.

As for now only this I can update because we are still waiting confirmation on when can we bring the pup for brain scanning. The next day after I posted on heartbreaking news, I went to see him to check on him. Surprisingly or it could be a miracle that I saw him walk around and more active than before!! He who can slept for 23 hours a day, in 1 day he became so happy and walk around as he know paws are sending their vibes from all the world and he seems to answer to our prayer. But sadly, after that day he back to his normal life... sleep motionless and need to be forced feed...

Thanks you so much for all the vibes that sent to him. I, as the sister really felt so thankful to have friends like you all. As for now, I just want the best for him and I want to know what is happening to him rather than left him stuck in the middle of life and death.

Also, I'm so thankful to my brother Mango, Suzuki, suzuki's Boyfriend Checkers, Matilda, and Bumpasshounds.
These paws had a wonderful heart and had sent some donation for Baby Axl. Also I'm so thankful for those who had send good vibes for baby boy. I hope all of you will keep on sending a good vibes to Baby Axl until he recover and I will make sure to update you all about his health.


As for Mango, I'm so sorry that I might need few more days to sent the package to you as for the moment we are busy handle things for baby boy. Hope you can understand =]

Heartbreaking News!!! T_T

For all pawsome out there especially those who stayed in Malaysia, I really need your help!!! My little brother (same dad but diff mom) who's named Axl now is really need our help!! He was accidently had a bump and had injured his small little head which later on made him no appetite to eat or drink anything as whenever he ate something he will vomit it out. Also he's been in seizure for few times as well and it really made me, my mom, his mom and those who's care for him felt very sad. He's been not eating for a week now and he's got his energy from the glucose water that need to force pump into his mouth as he cant move at all and just laying down motionless....

He was put on drip few times as this is the only way to give him his last strenght as he can't even touch any food at all. Mom felt so sad and I felt it too! Because I met and play with him before. He was once a nice and handsome maltese but now his condition is just too much for me and my mom to accept. As time passes by, he became weaker and wearker as the day passed by. Today when I went for a work, I overheard mom talking with the puppy caretaker. She said Axl is not improving but he's became worsen than before and after some discussion with mom, they came out with a decission to bring him for CAT, brain scan to check if anything was damaging the brain. But the cost of this procedure is at least RM 1,500 which the owner of Axl can't afford to pay it and we need to bring him ASAP as he can't wait too long... RM 1,500 is only the amount for the brain scanning, but we still need some more fund to prepare for the surgery and many other procedure. But our concern now is to bring him for his very last chance, CAT scan.

We had started the donation for Axl at our shop @ FLUFF Pet Store and both me and mom had donated some of the money. I really wish for those who stay in KL can help my little brother. As for those who stay far away, I really need you guys to pray and wish that my brother can live as long as he can.

Some quote from mom's caretaker :
It is a CAT scan, or to put in layman term brain scanning.

No vet has the equipment but we are lucky that one of the vet's friend knows a Doctor that has the equipment and willing to do the scanning.

It is located at Kuantan, we need to travel all the way down. Me & Ying don't mind as long as there is a hope.

Every little counts, we just started a fund @ FLUFF Pet Store and we are having a very clear donation list and will be transparent in all the expenses. Some donated RM10, some donated RM50. Just drop by the counter and request to make a donation if you would. If everyone contributes a little, we will definitely able to accumulate the fund.

Pup seems to getting worst as time pass, so please if you have the heart, donate immediately.

Please please don't wait.

Thank you. The puppy is a cutie, a really cutie boy. Please please help.

This is what he looks like now... I felt so sad whenever I look at him.. so friends.. Please if you are staying in KL please help my brother and if not we just hope to receive much much love from you all so that he can gain his energy and life back m(_ _)m